Concessions have been granted
Boundaries are lost
Swallowed by the great machine
As it marches forward
Self is consumed
Destroyed like the rights once held
Permissions needed for everything
Given only reluctantly
A hidden price, never told, always exacted
Blame freely applied
For mistakes great and small
Slowly suffocating a soul
The embers only smolder
Fire and fuel spent
But the divine spark remains
A bright and open smile
Hides scars that no one knows
Eyes lit with the vibrance of life
Gloss over the sadness of the past
A gorgeous personality displayed exquisitely
Betrays the lessons that are hard learned
The heart that cares for everyone
Often has no time to bleed for itself
A soul with a boundless generosity
Soon finds that it has nothing left to give
Protectiveness of all things dear
Sometimes leads to the guard needing lowered
The regal bearing of a monarch
Deserving of the trappings of the rank
Call the hammer
Feel the earth rumble
Call the lightning
Hear the air shatter
Sing to the warriors past
Grasp the spear
Know the next move
Grasp the aegis
Foretell the best defense
Praise the scholars of old
Balance the scales
Fulfill your duty obediently
Balance the hearts
Bow your head silently
Applaud the custodians of eternity
Embrace the darkness
Feel the life force
Embrace the cold
Seek the warm breath
Respect the lives in antiquity
Call the hammer
Grasp the spear
Balance the scales
Embrace the darkness
Honor the old ones, commemorate the future
Can you hear the song?
The sweet and smooth voices
It all seems so very wrong
Careful, watch your choices
Here out on the open water
Everything seems so honest and pristine
But beauty hides the pending slaughter
Just like presentation hides poisoned cuisine
Take heed of the warning plan
Follow it oh so closely
Make sure the knots will hold the man
Put your backs into it, we can not go slowly
Make yourselfs deaf as a stone
For close to death's shore we'll come
Give them no reason to gnaw upon our bone
We need to save all, not just some
Run from it all. Avert your sight. Deafen your ears. Cloak yourself in what is nearby. Escape if you can. Run from it all.
Seek refuge. Seek solace. Seek peace.
Run from the monster chasing you. Run from your fears. Run from your nature. Run for your life.
Seek darkness to hide in. Seek a place of safety. Seek serenity.
Leave the slow behind. Think only of yourself. Know as others fall your safety is promised. Run. Run for all your worth.
Seek the end. Seek what will make this all stop. Seek salvation from this nightmare.
Run to what will embrace you. Run to the silence. Run to the reprieve. Run because we can never face what scares us.
I am nothing more than my parts. I am nothing less than the ideals inside my head. I can do no more than my limitations. I have never found what I am limited to. I am my own darkness. Which is nothing more than the shadows cast by my light. I have a great evil within me. Which is the failure of my goodness. I bring about my own hell. Which has always been my own decisions. I bring my own joy to life. Which has never relayed on someone else. I am torment. For I lose my way. I have been lost. Only because I refuse to look. I am anger. Simply because I chose not to understand. I am hate. For I have no acceptance. I am compassion. For I do not ju
I am the darkness when you close your eyes. I am the shadow that follows you in the light. I am the stranger that haunts you. I am the noise that keeps you up in the night. I am the evil you were warned about. I am the fear that grips your heart. I am the thoughts that petrify your mind. I am the danger that makes your legs shake. I am the shade that even the night fears. I am life.....
I am light you can see. I am the brightness that drives away the shadows. I am the one who comforts you. I am the one to put you to rest. I am the beauty that you seek so desperately. I am the courage you need. I am your thoughts of bliss. I am the joy that m
The storm rages
And I stand tall
The lightning streaks
The thunder booms
The torrent unleashed
Vision blurred so badly
Lightning flashes
Thunder shrieks
The calm is over
Well past the eye
Lightning shatters
Thunder crashes
The storm howls on
Defiance my answer
Lightning blazes
Thunder bellows
The storm seethes
And I will not yield
When do lies become
Part of our total sum?
Why is the truth lost
As if looking through frost?
Twisted, cracked, broken
Silent, deaf, and unspoken
How do the lies shift
And be considered a gift?
Where did we go wrong
Making the truth no longer belong?
Straight, filled, clear
Loud, brilliant, and cheer
Can we change our nature
Become more than creatures?
What could we all be
If only we gave up a little of "me"?
Dream, dream a little dream
Scream, scream as loud as you can
Watch, the Nightmare run across the plains
Cry, as the world falls apart
Dream, dream a little dream
Gleam, gleaming hope fades
Seek, the meaning of the lies
Run, try to escape this catastrophe
Dream, dream a little dream
Scheme, scheme away as fast as you can
Process, all the things that are happening
Try, to hide or conquer
Dream, dream a little dream
Remember, remember the waking world
Take, control or let the Nightmare run
It, is all in your head alone
Dream, dream a little dream
Concessions have been granted
Boundaries are lost
Swallowed by the great machine
As it marches forward
Self is consumed
Destroyed like the rights once held
Permissions needed for everything
Given only reluctantly
A hidden price, never told, always exacted
Blame freely applied
For mistakes great and small
Slowly suffocating a soul
The embers only smolder
Fire and fuel spent
But the divine spark remains
A bright and open smile
Hides scars that no one knows
Eyes lit with the vibrance of life
Gloss over the sadness of the past
A gorgeous personality displayed exquisitely
Betrays the lessons that are hard learned
The heart that cares for everyone
Often has no time to bleed for itself
A soul with a boundless generosity
Soon finds that it has nothing left to give
Protectiveness of all things dear
Sometimes leads to the guard needing lowered
The regal bearing of a monarch
Deserving of the trappings of the rank
Call the hammer
Feel the earth rumble
Call the lightning
Hear the air shatter
Sing to the warriors past
Grasp the spear
Know the next move
Grasp the aegis
Foretell the best defense
Praise the scholars of old
Balance the scales
Fulfill your duty obediently
Balance the hearts
Bow your head silently
Applaud the custodians of eternity
Embrace the darkness
Feel the life force
Embrace the cold
Seek the warm breath
Respect the lives in antiquity
Call the hammer
Grasp the spear
Balance the scales
Embrace the darkness
Honor the old ones, commemorate the future
Can you hear the song?
The sweet and smooth voices
It all seems so very wrong
Careful, watch your choices
Here out on the open water
Everything seems so honest and pristine
But beauty hides the pending slaughter
Just like presentation hides poisoned cuisine
Take heed of the warning plan
Follow it oh so closely
Make sure the knots will hold the man
Put your backs into it, we can not go slowly
Make yourselfs deaf as a stone
For close to death's shore we'll come
Give them no reason to gnaw upon our bone
We need to save all, not just some
Run from it all. Avert your sight. Deafen your ears. Cloak yourself in what is nearby. Escape if you can. Run from it all.
Seek refuge. Seek solace. Seek peace.
Run from the monster chasing you. Run from your fears. Run from your nature. Run for your life.
Seek darkness to hide in. Seek a place of safety. Seek serenity.
Leave the slow behind. Think only of yourself. Know as others fall your safety is promised. Run. Run for all your worth.
Seek the end. Seek what will make this all stop. Seek salvation from this nightmare.
Run to what will embrace you. Run to the silence. Run to the reprieve. Run because we can never face what scares us.
I am nothing more than my parts. I am nothing less than the ideals inside my head. I can do no more than my limitations. I have never found what I am limited to. I am my own darkness. Which is nothing more than the shadows cast by my light. I have a great evil within me. Which is the failure of my goodness. I bring about my own hell. Which has always been my own decisions. I bring my own joy to life. Which has never relayed on someone else. I am torment. For I lose my way. I have been lost. Only because I refuse to look. I am anger. Simply because I chose not to understand. I am hate. For I have no acceptance. I am compassion. For I do not ju
I am the darkness when you close your eyes. I am the shadow that follows you in the light. I am the stranger that haunts you. I am the noise that keeps you up in the night. I am the evil you were warned about. I am the fear that grips your heart. I am the thoughts that petrify your mind. I am the danger that makes your legs shake. I am the shade that even the night fears. I am life.....
I am light you can see. I am the brightness that drives away the shadows. I am the one who comforts you. I am the one to put you to rest. I am the beauty that you seek so desperately. I am the courage you need. I am your thoughts of bliss. I am the joy that m
The storm rages
And I stand tall
The lightning streaks
The thunder booms
The torrent unleashed
Vision blurred so badly
Lightning flashes
Thunder shrieks
The calm is over
Well past the eye
Lightning shatters
Thunder crashes
The storm howls on
Defiance my answer
Lightning blazes
Thunder bellows
The storm seethes
And I will not yield
When do lies become
Part of our total sum?
Why is the truth lost
As if looking through frost?
Twisted, cracked, broken
Silent, deaf, and unspoken
How do the lies shift
And be considered a gift?
Where did we go wrong
Making the truth no longer belong?
Straight, filled, clear
Loud, brilliant, and cheer
Can we change our nature
Become more than creatures?
What could we all be
If only we gave up a little of "me"?
Dream, dream a little dream
Scream, scream as loud as you can
Watch, the Nightmare run across the plains
Cry, as the world falls apart
Dream, dream a little dream
Gleam, gleaming hope fades
Seek, the meaning of the lies
Run, try to escape this catastrophe
Dream, dream a little dream
Scheme, scheme away as fast as you can
Process, all the things that are happening
Try, to hide or conquer
Dream, dream a little dream
Remember, remember the waking world
Take, control or let the Nightmare run
It, is all in your head alone
Dream, dream a little dream
Drain the cup of wine
Replace it with this blood of mine
Pay the poor ferry man
Just follow the plan
Walk into the dark
Fear not the dog's bark
Worry over his bite
For escape is what he'll fight
Find the tunnel's end
Try to reclaim the life of a friend
Be wary of those who offer gifts
For acceptance means eternity in the rifts
Eating a pomegranate seed
Is a fate sealing deed
So say your farewells
And accept this invitation into Hell
Current Residence: Where ever I pass out at the end of the night Favourite genre of music: Techno and Rock Operating System: Windows XP Pro MP3 player of choice: VLC Wallpaper of choice: Oblivion Demora Helm Favourite cartoon character: Marvin The Martian Personal Quote: How hard can it be to listen?
Well I logged in and saw that it had been near on three years since my last journal......Not sure if thats good,bad, or indifferent. Lol. I have afeeling most will see it as an indifferent type of thing, can't really blame them :). So in almost three years I've gone down to one job, mostly stopped drinking, cut back on smoking, managed to extend my social network to some degree, completely stopped another bad habit, gotten promoted, got a new car, and I think thats about it lol.